Moved

so i moved.
i had all these big dreams and hopes about it, about how i could finish school, have a job, have some fun and maybe have some friends.

what did i end up with?

moved. need a car extremely badly. one part time job and can't get hired anywhere else. more bills and expenses than income. pressure from a lot of people to do things that i'm not okay with and to be who i am not. basically, the opposite of everything i had hoped would happen is happening. none of my dreams are coming true and the chances of them coming true are decreasing by the day. i wanted to make good memories and really enjoy life, but it's not happening. the job that i have, i love, but it looks like i won't be able to keep it because of logistics.

this worked really well.
don't move out. lesson learned.