O.o

i just realized that i'm now working 2 part time jobs (started working as a part time nanny today on top of working at Marianna's), i start back at delGrosso's on saturday (part time for now) and the Fort has asked me to work 3 days a week for the next 5 weeks. which reminds me--i need to redo one costume and repair another one before wednesday. heyyy, did we mention school and pt is kind of pressing, along with having a life and chores? someone said i should sleep every once in a while, too...and getting my license may be helpful. lalalalaaa.



oh, and the orphaned duckling. named steven andrew. he's a week old and pretty awesome. he's a little black and yellow fluffball that weighs one ounce and keeps tripping over his own feet, which is hilarious. him and i are very much alike, which is kind of scary. he runs in circles all day. aka, "squeaky toy" because the bird can't be quiet. he's adorable however.

i haven't posted in a long time!

i'm pretty sure my life goes by "if it can go wrong, it will." and <insert some quote about living a high stress life and how it's bad for you.>

anyhow.
i.
am.
turning.
18.
in.
5.
days.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH.

okay. actually, i have mixed feelings. but i get to vote for Ron Paul on my birthday, so that's pretty cool. growing up, on the other hand, isn't so cool.

i think i've been learning lately that trust isn't all it's cracked up to be. people say it's necessary to life and you can't live without trust. then they insert the "you trust your chair" idea. i'm talking about trusting people and trying to have relationships. i think it's overrated big time. kind of how sleep is so underrated, but that's besides the point.

i'm saving up for a ram 2500 super duty hemi and a st. bernard. the truck is going to be black, with blacked out windows and lifted. chrome would be cool too. it's gonna be suuweeeet. (i saw one that i fell in love with. only $53k. *ahem* it'll be a year or two...)